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Christina Fisanick's avatar

Incredibly relatable. Thank you.

Amie Newman's avatar

Thanks for reading, Christina!

Dianne Moritz's avatar

So happy that you finally got help.

My younger sister, Renee, suffered for years. As a teen she had a fabulous body, in perfect proportion. I don't know what triggered her lifelong struggle with anorexia and bulimia. She moved to CA while I was in college and we didn't meet up again until I moved to LA in the early seventies to secure a teaching job. At that time she was OK, I think. We lost touch again when she married and moved to AZ and I moved back to NY. I saw her a few times at Christmas after my parents retired to San Diego in the 90's. I was shocked when I saw her. She was skin and bones, weighed about 90 lbs, and had new teeth, as hers had rotted away for vomiting after eating. (TG I didn't observe this first hand). Everyone, but me, said nothing about her transformation. When I questioned our mother she said, "Renee eats all the time when she's here." DUH. I don't believe she ever sought help. A few years ago she went to the ER for pain, was shot up with morphine, went into a coma, and was declared brain dead. What a horrible end for a smart, beautiful woman who had worked her way from receptionist to production manager in a top LA advertising firm.

My other sister and I made the decision to "pull the plug" and donate her body to science.

Amie Newman's avatar

Oh, Dianne. Thank you for sharing and I am so sorry. Anorexia is one of the deadliest mental illnesses and it’s devastating that we don’t have more of a focus on prevention and treatment. Eating disorders are a public health crisis. Everyone knows someone with an eating disorder (or has suffered from one themselves). Sending you and your family lots of love and I appreciate you sharing your story.

Dianne Moritz's avatar

Please feel free to use this in your book.....